Sunday, May 22, 2011

This Used to be Me.

I can't help but cringe so much whenever I see old pictures of myself, I tell people I used to weigh 110kg... they would all be like oh wow really, but I don't think they could ever imagine how it would look like. I cant help but get teary because of how disgusting i looked and how I thought it was still OK. I would lie to myself and hibernate from the world, since I had no confidence with low self esteem etc.. 

This picture was just taken in 2008.. 2 and a half years ago.

I don't know whether i should be proud of myself or should I hate myself even more because I've stopped motivating myself and getting lazy again.. even thought I'm not as bad as before I am still over weight.

Motivation is so damn important.

This is a one man thing, its all up to you whether you want to loose the rolls or not, its how you control yourself, its how much effort you put in, its not easy. but its worth it.

All I hear now is all these people around me saying they're fat when they're stick thin just makes me sick, I'm sorry but its a fact. You DO NOT know how having a few rolls all over your body feels like, you DO NOT understand how a FAT person would feel. I still get all emotional when I hear the word 'fat', it kills every time I hear it. 

Friday, May 13, 2011

Addiction: Flossys etc.

These news babies are my new lovers! They're super comfy and afordable, i was going to get the toms at first but then toms would need time to stretch out to be fully comfy so i went for these instead.
Got them from Office for 19.99£

I got the Navy one since it would be easier for me to match it with different casual outfits but the white one is nice too... and other colours... 

& i got this skirt and shorts from Bershka just to add some colour in my wardrobe for fun, im not sure if im even going to wear these? lol

 Then in Topshop i took about 30mins deciding wheather to get this bag or not, its nice but theres no zip?! why why why! T_T

Monday, May 9, 2011

Why Melt? Gosh.

All my Gosh Lipsticks seem to be so soft and would always break on me.. just like all these 3.. i just push them back in the tube and never touch them again even though the colour is so good and creamy.

If they weren't like this they would be fabulous lipsticks that I could bring everywhere as they are all so creamy and shiny which won't show any flakes at all and colour would normally last for a few hours if you don't eat and drink contently. lol

Darling - Sweetheart - Irony 

does this happen to all of them? or just me picking the wrong ones? all my other lipsticks are working fine. just not the Gosh ones.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

What's In My Purse~

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1. Camera Bag
2. Ted Baker Purse
3. Random 3D Glasses
4. Earphones
5. Keys
6. Extra Gum
7. USB's
8. Dior Addict Perfume
9. Wet Wipes
10. Tablets - Pain Killers/Vitamins etc
11. Hair Brush
12. Woman's must haves. lol - Pads, Floss etc
13. Bus Pass + College ID
14. Mirror
15. Burt's Bees Lip Balm. Carmex. Nivea Lip Balm
16. Random Pens
17. IPhone4
18. Glasses Case
19. TISSUES. not in pic. lol

In LOVE with my purse.. its so perfect its untrue. (for me anyways lol) 
- lots of cards slots
- see through photo slot
- notes section
- coins section
- back zip section
- black and gold


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1. Chinese Oil
2. Maybelline Dream Matte Powder in 05 Apricot Beige
3. MUJI Eyelash Curler
4. Urban Decay Eyeliner in STASH
5. Contact Lens case but i use it for foundation and cream so i don't have to bring out the whole bottle
6. Nail Filer
7. Maybelline Line Define Liquid Eyeliner
8. The Body Shop Lip & Cheek Stain
9. MAC Brush Holder + Brushes
10. The Body Shop Lip Balm in Passion berry
11. Plasters + Feet Pads for heels
12. Lancome Makeup Palette
13. Sleek Face Contour Kit in 884 Light
14. DUO Eyelash Glue
15. Maybelline Colossal Volume Waterproof
16. Sleek Eyeko Mascara





Sorry i couldn't take more pictures with it in different lighting's! ill do that in another post...? if i do actually post...

Although it looks really dark without flash in the picture it looks pretty good in real life, like, not as dark? at least it covered my black roots evenly and blended in with my old hair colour.

Really easy to use just like how it claims it will be but pain in the ass to remove if it stains your skin! so remember to put a load of Vaseline around your hair line before you start!

Monday, December 27, 2010

addicted to CURLS.

i have nothing to say.
Merry Christmas?
that was yesturday...

Friday, February 5, 2010

Japanese Skincare in LONDON!?!?

Was jus wondering around central london yd... LOL. then came across this japaense store... it sells all sorts or stuff... magazines... lala. forgot the rest. LOL but theyy have a few skincaree products.!
as soon as i saw this brush thingyy i HAD to get it.. LOL saw it in one of QQbeauty videos. she spoke about this thing. saying tht it helps to clear pores and all tht gd stuf.. and omg. i found it in LONDON. LOL no need to wait for shippingg lalalalala xD was gna order it online as well.. ¬.¬'

Tried is last night.. it felt soo goood.. LOL. like massaging my face..!! then after my face felt soooo softtt..¬ oh.. its love....s2

Then i saw these other two clay thingys.. LOL. it looks familiar.. and it was cheap anyway.. so i fort ill give it a try.. though i cant even understand it... LOL ENGRISH PLEASE? who noes jap? help? Lol or ill have to work it out myself....=='